The letter I wrote today

Dearest sadhana brothers and sisters,

I bow to my inner goodness which is my true teacher and which tells me that I no longer want to stay aligned to an organization that has caused so much pain and confusion. I remain Certified, but hereby relinquish my license to Anusara Inc.

The form that the Divine has taken in these last two weeks has been perceived by me as scary, confusing, and heartbreaking. But in truth it just is. And it is intelligent, inspires freedom of thought and action, and is ultimately liberating and full of bliss.

The love that I have for this kula, for my teachers, for the students, and for my sadhana is always there, will never be absent, and it fills me with peace.

The support and loyalty that I have are for the teachings, which are luminious, radiant and resplendent.

My heart breaks on this day. 

 

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  • 2/16/2012 1:28 PM Susanne wrote:
    Dearest Maria Cristina,
    I can only guess at the tumultuous feelings you have right now. I am teary too, as I write this to you, for I know the depth of your passion in the expression of your yoga. And when it comes down to it, it is about our yoga, the one we live, the one we each practice and I know the principles will live on. It must be very difficult for you, and I want you to know that I support you and love you. Blessings on your efforts in this wonder-full community of students, teachers and livers of life. <3
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  • 2/16/2012 1:55 PM emma wrote:
    for what it's worth-- i've been reading pema chodon's when things fall apart. she has a lot of better things to say then i can right now. take good care of yourself.
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  • 2/16/2012 2:47 PM Josh wrote:
    You are an inspiration.
    My thoughts are with you
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  • 2/16/2012 4:12 PM Amber wrote:
    BIG HUGS!... You must feel lightness and heaviness at the same time. Sending prayers. xoxo
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  • 2/16/2012 7:44 PM Leslie wrote:
    Beautiful post; sad news. Take care. With love, Leslie
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  • 2/17/2012 3:50 PM Carrie wrote:
    Good for you for following your heart. I know this must have been a difficult decision for you. Sending you lots of love and a big hug!
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